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Wants, Interests, and Needs

This I don’t really know how to start, finish or even write.   Ever since Richard left me for Sarah, although they both say I left because I was the one to move out, I have tried to figure out what I looked for in a partner. Male, or female? White, Black, Orange? Age range? […]

I should have done this earlier

  I honestly have no idea where I started this at. But this is where I am at today, 10 days in. I do feel like I have more energy, the stomach cramps have all but stopped. I almost hung up on a customer yesterday because I had to take an emergency run to the […]

Where life doesn’t get in the way,

It has lately come to my attention a few things. One. I am absolutely fucking killer at coming up with ideas for fiction stories. Absolute shit at the execution. Two, if I look at my own history it’s pretty freaking hilarious. I mean how many 15 year olds sneak their best friend into church camp, […]

It is Tuesday,

Work has been fantastic. That’s about all I can say about that. I’m sure you understand. I got called a “God damned fucking bitch”. That made my day. Can I just point out that it didn’t upset me at all. I gave him to a supervisor, and life was fantastic. She handled it in a […]

Scars by @cheryrainfield

I am not really sure how to begin this review. There are several points in it that I had to put the book down I was shaking so hard. The cover is not one I really should have taken to work, as I work in a call center. I still did mind you because I […]

The grass.

So. I heard this quote today, that said “The grass isn’t greener on the other side of the fence, they have just remembered to water the grass.” I cannot begin to explain how that made me sit back and go “Holy Shit Snacks”. Cause it’s the truth. I sit here and think, “When I lose […]