To blog here…I’m assuming there is a way i can blog from my phone here also
i know i can from my blackberry
i just know i need to be doing this, to get down my thoughts and my moods
and figure out why i’m so f-‘d in the head at times
and right now i so am.
self esteem? nil
self confidence outside of work? nil.
why?…because other than to rachel, it does not matter if i am here, no one would really miss me